yeah. that's being realistic, especially with the broadband capability of my memory and the fact it was never erasable it's too late and all I can do is take medicines and cope... I'm not really sure what did me. maybe cumulative disaster? ah, religion. that's where I can step-in and offer an alternative to theologies that are millemnia-outdated that won't cause war there would be no concept of crusades or jihad... but my incapability to surrender to Islam lost me my mate, forever so be it. it is best that some people who will change the future, who are true fundamantalists, who will someday be mullahs, not be affected by someone who belives in a creator being unlike God hell? there may or may-not be an afterlife. when the brain dies, what happens to a powerful high-order virtual mind? I just cannot believe totally that it becomes if it never was, but what happens? are there predators where virtual minds ascend to? can you be eaten by the equivalent of lions, tigers, or some immense lizard? ...to eat a virtual construct seems far-fetched I don't know all that much about how to manipulate virtual reality but I know the principles are likely cross-platform, and quantum ...subspace. parametric reality. multiverses and the root cosmos poo, I can't get set-off on this or it starts pushing the superconscious into activity that pills won't shut down ...so I'll shaddap and leave it at that. good plan there, eh
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