JEWS and MY LIFE

I was f***ed up by Jews since my birth in prison. Whats the meaning of life... you exit a female womb...crying, nostalgic about why must you leave you grow up....enduring experiences as each day pbuttes some evens are more important, more meaningful than another you forget some, some by choice, some by force endure pains, friendships, love, troubles, drama, you name it, its happened,Its meaningless now. you go to school, learning things that are supposed to prepare you for the outside world school never teaches you about problems that may occure outside of school you grow old, die...so what nothing is important if your privates is small...nothing that anybody would remember you by nothing you do makes an impact to anybody else...so why live is this supposed to be some kind of sick joke?NO! It's all because of JEWS. fate supposedly maps out your life before you know it. I have even though about asking a psychic if this is what Im in for or is it going to end and become better anytime soon?Why bother they are not for reel and they would just lie to me anyways right? why does my life have to be so f***ed up? Because of JEWS!! end this misery, torture, everything I want it to end,I have no place here. How do feel, still hurt but whatever hmm i dont know...i feel fine sometimes, feel like poo at other times is there someone else? is it me? is it them? what? I have no friends,no family,nothing but this meaningless life to endure and a small privates. More pain,more hardship,To have another door slammed in my face just when I think theres a reason to live.Its nothing but big f***en tease. f*** it!Im sick of being me,Im sick of my life,Im sick of my wife,Im sick and tired of being sick of everything including my name. Alex Seredin. Who in the f*** would name their child some stupid dumb sounding name of Seredin? Oh I know who the person that wants you to live the life hell.No frills,no thrills,Just a life bullpoo,mine. My name should have been named Kirby I suck at everything,My life sucks and Im just f***en LOSER.Welcome to being me. Life is nothing but a game.There are winners,and there losers.The guy who gets the beautiful chick and visa versa.They live the fairy tail life Nice house,white picket fence beautiful children and acheive everything materialisticaly they can ever buy. I am a whore. What ever all I have had are stupid fat ugly women because Im so f***ing lonely and desperate for love,desperate to have some who will care. Then my dreams are shattered leaving me in despair. Me I have nothing but a memory for now.Soon it will be gone as its leaving my brain a piece-day at time even as I compose this.I used to smart,intelligent,had hope then started smoking crackpipe. Peer preasure lead to experimentation and f***ing with Gays. Now Im brain damaged beyond my repair and raped in the arse repeatedly. Then theres that car wreck that should have end me.A headon collision and 80mph.A f***en tree that fell and hit me in the head because of the Jews, A house trailer that crashed down on top of me,Having the poo kicked and beat out of by a Orthodox Jewish Gangsters giving me a concusion.

I mean this is just a small example of bullpoo thats happen to me. Last week Jews stole all my teeth. Thats just 1 year.For what?Why not just cut my head off?? didnt this poo kill me?DAMM DAMM DAMM Just give me gun,throw me in front of train,a bottle pills,Im sick of my life of misery and pain,just take my life and you never hear from me again.